Any writing desire I might have had in the past few days has been brutally murdered almost instantly. I'm sorry, webpage I ocasionally talk to.

Dear webpage I ocasionally talk to,

Greetings from the not-so-sunny Bulgarian seashore, I have limited internet access, therefore I only stopped by to say that the 10h road trip I took to get here made me decide that when Dub FX recorded the LP with Sirius, he made the best dubstep mix I have ever heard. I mean, listen to this. It's perfect for what I'm going to do these next days, which is nothing. While staring at the sea. Akasjdhaskjdhahgsdjasd. I heart the sea.

September chills

Autumn is the time of the year when I turn into a potato. An anxious and depressed potato. I hate it, and even worse, the last few years didn't exactly provide me with happy memories linked to this time of the year, just a bunch of happenings that now cause a mess of mixed feelings, so by "autumn" I understand "3 months of daily anxiety, possibly depression and mood swings from negative to slightly less negative or far more negative than a few minutes ago". And what's worse, winter follows, which is pretty much the same thing, just that by December I'd have already gotten used to my new bleached self. So I might aswell just walk around with a sign around my neck that says "Servers down till March 01. Wait, make that April 01".

I just hope this year is going to be the last, since next year's going to be my senior year and we're all going to be cherishing every single moment from September to June, and then I'm off to a completely new nice city where autumn won't seem so depressing. Hopefully.

Done with the personal inshight now, what I'm trying to say is that I should start working on a anti-depressant playlist. Thrash metal and grunge could work pretty well. Metallica(they're omnipresent though, with at least half of the discography), Alice in Chains, Sepultura, Soundgarden, Nirvana. Some people lift their spirits with dancy upbeat music, for me, though, anything that sounds like this or like this works like a charm. For the 4 ongoing minutes at least. The kind of music you can just not give a single flying F about anything happening outside your music player while listening to it.

Heh, especially when listening to Nirvana. What I love about their music is that that it somehow gives away the fact that the band members were each lost in their own mind, completely ripped from the outer world when writing and later recording their songs. By that I mean completely F-ed up after smoking tons of pot and inhaling piles of magical fairy dust (cocaine).

Oh, Kurt, my necrophiliac love.

I should also look concerts and events happening in the next few months, and hopefully, get to some of them too. In flames @Bucharest, October 1st. Amorphis @Oldies Pub, Sibiu, November 8th. Oh my god. I demand tickets to be materialised out of thin air right now.

(Speaking of events, the internet is already full of pictures and articles on how awesome Peninsula is so far. Very funny, internet. Very funny. -___-)

Fingers crossed

Peninsula, Y U NO HAVE TICKETS FOR ME.
It's Monday, I'm @my summer job, it's hot out, I want to go home and sleep in my underwear for the rest of the day. Haha. This really cute guy just came in to pay his bill, so I had to stop silly-dancing on the chair behind my desk to the random blues song playing on the radio and act like a functionable human being. And not giggle. And awkwardly hand the dude his change in coins, then watch him as he awkwardly tried not to drop all that on the way to his pocket. Haha.

Apart from the lovely blues song on the radio, that had nothing to do with music whatsoever.

I've been listening to City fm since I got to work, so today I do not take interest in any particular band/genre/artist/album/song. Argh, I feel lazy. No inspiration left after writing an album review for Within Temptation's The heart of Everything, something I was listening to about two and a half years ago, but not anymore.

I did pause City fm, afterall, in order to listen to The Heart of Everything again, so I could write my review, submit it online and enter a competition to win Peninsula tickets.

...and I don't even like Within Temptation that much. But hey, tickets to see Kasabian, Suie Paparude, Dub FX, Chase&Status ? Oh my, I say, count me in.

And now we wait. Fingers crossed.

Off to be a flawless employee again.