September chills

Autumn is the time of the year when I turn into a potato. An anxious and depressed potato. I hate it, and even worse, the last few years didn't exactly provide me with happy memories linked to this time of the year, just a bunch of happenings that now cause a mess of mixed feelings, so by "autumn" I understand "3 months of daily anxiety, possibly depression and mood swings from negative to slightly less negative or far more negative than a few minutes ago". And what's worse, winter follows, which is pretty much the same thing, just that by December I'd have already gotten used to my new bleached self. So I might aswell just walk around with a sign around my neck that says "Servers down till March 01. Wait, make that April 01".

I just hope this year is going to be the last, since next year's going to be my senior year and we're all going to be cherishing every single moment from September to June, and then I'm off to a completely new nice city where autumn won't seem so depressing. Hopefully.

Done with the personal inshight now, what I'm trying to say is that I should start working on a anti-depressant playlist. Thrash metal and grunge could work pretty well. Metallica(they're omnipresent though, with at least half of the discography), Alice in Chains, Sepultura, Soundgarden, Nirvana. Some people lift their spirits with dancy upbeat music, for me, though, anything that sounds like this or like this works like a charm. For the 4 ongoing minutes at least. The kind of music you can just not give a single flying F about anything happening outside your music player while listening to it.

Heh, especially when listening to Nirvana. What I love about their music is that that it somehow gives away the fact that the band members were each lost in their own mind, completely ripped from the outer world when writing and later recording their songs. By that I mean completely F-ed up after smoking tons of pot and inhaling piles of magical fairy dust (cocaine).

Oh, Kurt, my necrophiliac love.

I should also look concerts and events happening in the next few months, and hopefully, get to some of them too. In flames @Bucharest, October 1st. Amorphis @Oldies Pub, Sibiu, November 8th. Oh my god. I demand tickets to be materialised out of thin air right now.

(Speaking of events, the internet is already full of pictures and articles on how awesome Peninsula is so far. Very funny, internet. Very funny. -___-)